Alone

If someday you saw a girl like you. What you gonna asked about her?

If someone hate Hsiang

or

Annoyed at Hsiang

Please tell Hsiang. Hsiang is insecure at everyone, right now

Hsiang feels hopeless

Will someone really cares about me if I died?

Will someone really cries for me if ever it happens? (excluding my families please)

Maybe Hsiang is really bad

Bad as no one can imagine

Maybe Hsiang is different

Maybe...?

All friendships are fake.

Would youo believe on that?

All Fake. All Fake. All Fake. All Fake. And All Fake.

I looked at the mirror

I saw someone out there

But it's not me

The girl is waving at me. I waved her back

And she left

Where is Hsiang?

Can anyone please tell me where she is?

I am loosing myself few minutes ago

And now I am screaming

But no one could hear me

I cut my wrist and it's now bleeding

yet no one noticed

I cried. And my tears keep falling down

But I still smiling

Please tell me what am I doing right now?p>

I stand on the middle of the sidewalks

Lots of people walking..

Hey, Wait!!

I know them all

My highschool friends. Nursery playmates. Elelmentary classmates.

Close ones, Hate ones, Ordinary ones

They all showed up infront of me

But they didn't looked at me

I called their names. But they didn't looked back

I am depressed

I hate this feeling

And again, I locked myself in the room. Cheating myself, with nothing.

I am the one who can help myself

Although.. I am so hopeless

I can't. Because I can't. I can't

I am falling down into a precipice

I saw a girl there. Down below of the precipice

A little girl is sitting there

With her families

Her dad hugged her

Her mom leads her hand

Her brother and sister looking at her, and keep playing with her

She's living in a happy family

The little girl looks so familar

Somewhat I know her. Seen her. But don't remember when

Oh, I remember, its the girl in the mirror I usually seen

She looks so happy there

With no responsibilities and duties

With no problems and any fucking shit

With no betrayals and promises

She looks innocent, and pure

I wish. I can be like her

But time will never come back

Life goes on

And last. I heard something: "Hsiang, Hsiang Hsiang. Haha. Hope you will be a good girl, in future, dad will be so proud of you." It's her dad, telling it to the little girl.

A good girl, ha, am I?