Despedidas Party

Its a despedidas party for two of my highschool fiends, they're going to study at Taiwan.. Aww.. Taiwan, I envy them, because I can't study there, my parents won't allow me to study there, duh? I am the Taiwanese but I can't study there? Oh yea, well, thats life. *Sigh. I am the first one who arrived there, at the Shakeys, which is so near at our house, I went home because I misunderstand the time, its 12:00pm not 11:00 am, fuck. As I met my old high school friends, just like they never changed, they were all the same, which I am a bit happy, but depressed at the same time, ang labo noh? haha. I dunno why my feelings were like that, but one thing I can sure, they were all the same, just like they never changed, after a year. After the Shakeys thing, we went to SM MoA. At first I am a bit pissed, I don't really like someone who can't make up their mind, and going to a place without the reason. Then finally we decide to watch the "Montuary", its scary if you have seen the poster, but man, the movie is not totally good at all, not scary, not yucky, cutted version, and the ticket lady just asked us if we're 13, duh? Do we look 13? And that lady told us that its R-18, I am so excited about the movie, I thought it will be nice, but the movie really sucks. *Sigh, anyways, this day is a nice day, its been a long time since I didn't together with my highschool friends and hangout, and more, I wanna show them, I gain my confidence, I am Hsiang, I have my personality now, no matter what it is, I am just.. being myself, if they dont accept me, its alright, I have a group of friends that treasures me much much better than them. Actually my highschool friends were really nice, if we're just not a big group, so everyone would learn how to treasure each other, but also, I might be thinking too much. Friends are friends. That won't change, a true friend might be seen, as you involved with a dead or alive challenge. Lastly, I just want to forget the past.. I don't really want to remember the pasts. Its fun. But more on bitter fun, you get what I mean? :x If you don't, then nevermind about it, its nonsense. You won't really understand it unless you really experienced it. Have you? :) Am I nice? Im not. Am I good? I dunno. I am just.. being myself.. out of my mind sometimes. Weird. Hyper. But hey, thats me, its Hsiang... :)