A Boredom Week

This is the most boring week I ever had. Our Organization needs more candidates for student council and hterefore we're holding an event for them. All officers of the COMELEC were active on their activities except me. I feel boredom. I can't seat in the same place for hours. Just like burning my buttocks for all day long. I will describe myself as an monkey. You know monkey? Yes. I like to move. move it. move it. And so, you can't expect me seating there all day long. That's why I feel this week is boring.. Its my fault. I can't be that lazy.. No I am not.. >"< I am a big fan of POtC, Pirates of the Carrabean. Jonny Depp and Orlando Bloom, they robbed my heart. Woo.. Today is thursday.. we're suppose to be in somewhere else.. but I choose to go home and sleep all day long will my 5 hours break, no, actually its 6 hours break, including the hours when we don't have our ORALCOM class. These are the pics: Thea and Marie, Doing Hsiang Pose "May piso daw O!" "Asan?" Hsiang: "OO, nakita ko na, haha!" What a mouth.. =3=

50 Questions..

Haha, normal ako? haha. -50 Random Questions- [001.] What`s your birthstone?: Emerald daw [002.] What`s your favorite type of chocolate?: Wonka Bar, Maltesers [003.] What time do you take a shower?: its either 6:30pm or 9:45pm, and every 8am in the morning for this term. [004.] Have you lost all your baby teeth?: Maybe [005.] What`s the most useless piece of technology?: Dunno [006.] What`s the most useful piece of technology you have?: iPod Puti and Little Cutie Presario (My computer) [007.] Are you allergic to anything? If so, what?: None, man, none, hope so. [008.] Do you live on a street, avenue, etc? Salazar [009.] How far away does your best friend(s) live? Exclude this [010.] Who are your best friends?: I dont have best friends [011.] Who are your good friends? lots, but the most I'm together with were: Marie, Simoun, Thea, Xandra. [012.] Do you ever say 'lol' or 'lmao' online? Yes, lols [013.] Have you ever seriously typed lyk diisz?: Nah. [014.] What do you think happens when you die?: Afterlife. [015.] What`s the most painful dental work you`ve gotten?: I forget it. [016.] Where`s your favorite place to be?: Greenbelt, ATC, SM-ASIA, School (hells yea!) [017.] Name one good store that went out of business: ? [018.] What did you do for fun when you where little? Sing, play with my older brother [019.] What gaming consoles do you have?: Gameboy Colour, Gameboy Advance, PS1, PS2, Gamecube [020.] : Alright, no quesitons, leave it blank [021.] What class do you get the most homework from?: Yes, JoseRiz. [022.] What`s your favorite board game?: I don't play board game [023.] What`s your favorite lunch?: McDonalds [024.] Pizza or Chinese takeout?: Pizza [025.] What`s your fourth period class?: Monday - History of Art and Design 1 [026.] What CD is in your CD player?: I threw my CD player. No more CD player. [027.] What`s your favorite number?: Because of some reason, I love 7, but number 16 will do for me, 6+1 = 7 [028.] Are you always late, early or on time? Late. Always [029.] Ever got detention?: No... Ah yes, in chinese class.. when I was a little noisy macho kid [030.] What did you do for your last birthday party? My friends bought me a cake, they sang the birthday song for me.. [031.] What do you think of the color blue?: I will prefer black or white [032.] Can you speak any other languages? English, Madanrin, Taiwanese, Cantongese few: Japanese, French, Bisaya [033.] Black and white or color pictures?: Cool [034.] What meals did you eat today?: Longganisa Rice and regular fries, Chicken nuggets, spagetti, sundae cone, my mum cooks chicken curry, 2 Chiffon bread, 1 milk tea = 3000 calories [035.] What`s your favorite cereal?: Frosties [036.] What time do you get up on school mornings? 8am [037.] What color is your keyboard?: Black [038.] Do you have a pet rock?: No [039.] What colors are the sheets on your bed?: Checkerd Red [040.] Do you live in a house, apartment, etc?: I call this as an Apartment [041.] What`s your favorite kind of shoes?: My TUK shoes, and high cut boots [042.] What three things really annoy you?: Discipline. I everything and receive for nothing. They forget what did they promise or say [043.] Do you ride the bus, get a ride or walk to school? Private car, LRT, and pedicab. [044.] How long is your hair?: 16~17 inches [045.] What`s your favorite weather?: Cloudy, Sunny, Rainy, depends on my mood [046.] Ever saw a real rainbow?: Maybe, [047.] What is your nationality? Taiwan [048.] Ever visited New York?: Never [049.] What forums do you visit?: Demonoids [050.] What`s your favorite holiday?: New Year

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Tuesday Madness

Argh, Imma start my diet, I'm so mad about myself, I can't climb for 5 floors with a 4 kilogram shoulder bag now, can't even breathe, I am so useless. Nevermind about why I am mad, ofcourse its not because no one wants to swap with me for the speech or like that, I won't be upset just because of that, its kinda non sense, anyways, I'm not mad now. :D Process: moody + emotional + hot tempered = MAD + 1~2 hour = COOL. JB Music is our favorite hang out place there in Mall of Asia. Kuyas there were kind and willing to lend their electronice guitar for me. Aw >w< =Playing Great Romances of the 20th century by Taking Back Sunday=

NCAA

Today is the opening ceremony of 82nd NCAA ceremony which held in Araneta Coliseum. We are required to go there, and cheer for our school, and so we did. Here is the problem before going there. First of all, we 3 little kids aiming for free tickets, in priviledge we're officers of an sub council here in our school so we can get the free tickets. Second, around 8pm, Simoun texted and told us that we should take the ride with the bus of the school at 8am so we can get the free ticket, else we can't have it. Third, I can't get up at 7am, so.. Thea, Lexy and i have a plan, we're going to Arantena with my car. Okay. Thats it. We'll meet at 9am. Fourth, Lexy arrived at school on 8:45, she saw the bus, she told me to go there quickly. For us to take the free ride, but I told her No, Thea haven't arrived yet we got our plan, I can't leave her alone in school, that will provoke my trust of being her friend, we got the plan, the plan! Lexy can't decide on decision, and I texted her that I will not be that selfish and left my friend alone in the school, she have no car, she can't communite, and what we've talked about yesterday? its planned, and therefore I will not leave her, it will be alright for me to be absent than she will be hurt. And so Lexy decided to come along with me, she flee, but she have catched the eye of sir Toby, but anyways, he let her off the bus. Fifth, Lexy and I waited for Thea in Jolibee for almost an hour. Yea Right, "9 daw ah". Sixth, I asked for Simoun to buy us the ticket for the NCAA, and he did. (CHEERS Thea! CHEERS LEXY! HOORRAY), its a great help, whenever I need help, Simoun's always there, He's a nice nice guy indeed. :) Seventh, We arrived at Araneta around 11am, Simoun was already waiting for us in the red gate. Eight, My dearest ETYMOTICS ER6i was broken! Aw man, 8K.... Nine, We left there at 2. Then we go to Makati for my new earphone :( Tenth, almost bought a fake earphone, but its good I found it quickly, now I got my Sennheiser MX500 (From SHURE E2C to ETYMOTICS ER6i then now SENNHEISER MX500, its a big fall ass man!) Eleventh, We went to Alabang Town Center and dropped off Thea there. Twelveth, I sent Xandra's home for she told us that it will be nearer if we take the road from her house to our house, and it was so true. Thirteenth, Atlast I arrived at our house on 5.. ::Here's some news about NCAA, this is in tagalog version:: Nagumpisa ang asaran ng dalawang iskwelahan.. Letran: "Pangit kayo!! Pogi kami!!" CSB: "Tuition namin baon niyo!!" Letran: "................" ::End::

Tuesday: Trip to mall of Asia

Again, another tuesday, Thea, Hsiang, and Xands went to mall of Asia. For what? For nothing. We don't even know why we're there. Aw yes. Thea did her JoseRizal reaction paper there, while Xands and I playing Halo 2 on ilounge (E.G.G.). After Thea's paper, we went to the bayside and watch the another great creation of God which is the sea.. I like the smell of the sea. Its salty. Suddenly here comes a guy who's asking us to buy his product for his tuition fee, a pen for 50 pesos, but we don't have any money left for that pen, and so we didn't buy it. Here comes another guy, who jumps into rocks and looking for bottles, he told us to give him one, for his tuition fee, again. There's lot of poor students earning their tuition fee in different ways, actually you could see how's a country growth by looking their environment, and if you involved with the situation like mine, you will noticed that this country is completely poor... I still expecting something here in future, I hope it won't lost my trust. EVERY WEEK = 1 MALL OF ASIA (YEA! MAN) EVERY WEEK = Lexy/Thea/Hsiang 's HOUSE (Aw YEA) EVERY 2 WEEK = Atleast 1 MOVIE watched in CINEMA (Because I'm a Cinema fan)

Shoe Lace

Clarisse turned up with a pair of shoes with different shoe lace, its in checkered like. And its fun. Jonel and Timmie made the shoe lace for me and marie. I'm in the red chucks, and Marie is in the.. erm, we should say that its a "designed" chucks. My head hurts today, why? I am smacked by the ball of the basketball on my cheeks, left side of head(straight temple and cheeks), damn hurts, and almost cries, but I didn't. My head bumped with a metal thingy of PEDICAB inside, while riding it to AKIC.

Can't log into Yahoo Messenger

Aw man. You can't do this to me. No Yahoo Messenger = Mad. There's a problem in Yahoo Server. I tried to reinstall this software for almost 10 times, and its crashing my computer, either chinese or english won't do, and last, I stop at english version. Yahoo! Your bad. :(

My lovely little nephew

Can't explain through the word of "LOVE". he's 7 months old on this coming 27. :D

Ragnarok Memoires

Here comes the memories.. As I see these pictures... I recall something... That's what you called as happiness... I seek for that happiness again... But now it couldn't be back again... Its the game 3 years ago.. I quit on 2004 April. The patch on that time is JUNO, in Taiwan. The story ends here. Followed by the World of Warcraft. Which I started on December 27, 2004 and end up on 2005.

Sopas

Here is the story begins.. its 3:45 afternoon in CSB's canteen... Me: Thea, what you want? Thea: Dunno Me: Ah, I would have sopas, you like sopas? Thea: No, I will have others. Me: Aw okay, well, Imma have sopas and fettucini. Thea: Okay, same as mine. Me: Miss! Miss! I want sopas and fettucini. (Canteen lady was serving food for another customer) Me: Sir! Sir! I want sopas and fettucini. (Canteen boy look at me and didn't serve the food for me) Me: But Fettucini won't feed my appetite, Imma have Beef. Thea: OKay. Me: You want Beef? Thea: No. Me: Are you sure fettucini will be enough? Thea: Yes. Me: Ah!! Sir, I want Beef and sopas. (Canteen lady looked at me, she starts to serve the food for Thea) Me: Aw! Miss, I want Beef and sopas. (Canteen lady looked at me again, and starts to put some rice) Me: No!! Miss I want Fettucini. Cateen Lady: Okay. Me: Yey, Thanks. Thea: I want C2. Canteen guy: But out C2 is not cold Thea: Ah! no no, I want Coke. Cateen guy: Okay. Me: Thea, you bought coke? (Obviously) Thea: Yea. Me: Ah Miss, I want coke light. (Canteen lady serves my food now and begin to serve another guy at the back of the line, let's set it as Guy A) Guy A: xxxxxxxx (Its mumur, I can't hear him) (Then canteen lady changes his money back, maybe the item he wants is not available) Guy A left. (Canteen lady get into the kitchen, left the sopas alone in the serving table) Me: Umm.. Is that mine? (Pointing at the sopas) Canteen Guy: aw.... u.. uh... dunno Me: Aw, is that mine? does it? (I'm not excited, promise) Canteen Guy: Uh.. maybe that's what Guy A ordered, did you order sopas too? Me: Aw.. No, I am just asking, is it mine? Thea: ......... Me: ............. (Canteen Guy is counting money for our change) Me: ........ Uh... (20 second passed) Me: Alright, we're going to get the money back later --------------------- 5-10 minutes after ------------------- Me: Where's our change? Canteen Guy: Here.. (pointing the money) Me: Okay thanks... Canteen Guy: (Pointing at Thea) Hers should be changed with 32 pesos, and yours should be.... Me: Okay (He gives us 65 pesos) We left there and the sopas is still there... Me: .... Maybe that's mine? Thea: What? Me: No, what you want? Wanna buy something else? Thea: Yea sure, I want some candies... ............. The Story ends here... Is that sopas suppose to be mine? Did I pay for that sopas? .... ......... Did I? I did?

Life of Jayson and His Mom

Here is my post, this suppose to be my Filip13 quiz, Now I share it, I like my drawings here, though its a bit rudy. But it still looks nice.. (Maybe...? :D) I berely draws. lols

October Fall - Second Chances

I'm sick of second chances Cigarettes turn to ashes I'm standing under street signs To know the places I've been my whole life I watch the hours pass us Another one burns to ashes I'm waiting for your phone call To come and save me so you can break my fall I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home And I won't sleep tonight, till you get home I won't sleep tonight, till you get home My bed light's burning brighter Boiled like a boxed in fighter You've got me fighting pillows My eyes just won't close till you're at my side The hours slip to morning I see the sun coming up I'm turning off the TV I'm watching faster than you gave up on me I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home And I won't sleep tonight, till you get home I won't sleep tonight, till you get home I got your letters that you sent to me And it feel likes summer But your far away from me When I need you here I will stand outside, wait for you to come find me I will keep on my light by my bed till you get home And I won't (I won't) sleep tonight, till you get home I won't sleep tonight, till you get home If I am that girl that referring, I will be so touched.. :)

This made me feel weird..

?: Elow ?: What are you doing? ?: Hey, ?: Can you give me E-points? (For Game) ?: Can you? Hsiang: I don't play games now Hsiang: Since I'm having my classes now, so I don't play ?: No ?: You buy 50 Hsiang: No ?: Then give it to me ?: Plsssssssssssss Hsiang: I don't have EP right now ?: k ty ?: hehe Hsiang: There's no place here for me to buy EP and I don't want to waste money ?: No ?: You buy one Hsiang: NO ?: kk ?: sure master ?: No? Hsiang: I don't want to... ?: Ok ?: Thanks anyway I'm not that rich for you to waste my money.. 50 pesos = 2 rides of LRT + PEDICAB to AKIC Hell, Am I that rich? No I'm not :< I would buy the thing if I like to, :B I don't need someone to waste my money I guess?

Sometimes I will ask myself like this:

Hey Hsiang: Are you really Happy? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Are You? Yes I am. Sometimes Only if, sometimes. Sometimes. I'm really happy. Aw Yes, I been happy. DidI? I did. Did I? I did. Did I? I did. Are You? No I'm not. :)

在笑容裡寂寞

不懂心境透徹的感覺， 卻迷惘的相信愛與被愛的真實…。 傻瓜？！你懂得什麼…愛過嗎…？ 原來時間並不會治療心底的傷口的… 它只不過是讓受傷變成一種習慣… 讓人習慣了這個傷口變成傷痕… 然後習慣這個傷痕存在，就不會痛了… 而不是真得讓傷口復原了… 這幾天常常在夢裡冒險… 有著忌妒，有著害怕，有著搞笑，有著依賴…。 發揮淺意識的存在，我知道環遊世界一圈了…。 可能有一點快，起碼這存在過…。 也許沒人看過我所留下的紀念… 不過，我知道也確信， 在某時某地某一刻， 回首探望甚至大步前進… 我會看見，曾經最驚心動魄，最美輪美奐的心情…。 習慣了現在的一切… 也許現在真得很不開心… 但很努力壓抑著不開心… 期待下一個真實開心的人， 在夢裡出現… 起碼，笑容不會寂寞…。 看出來了嗎？ 很多人的笑容裡藏著很深很深的寂寞… 即使，這一刻的笑容很燦爛，很陽光，很可愛… 但有誰知道？ 這一刻的背後藏著多少無助心酸的寂寞？！ 我知道嗎？！其實真不知道… 只是覺得，世界上有誰的名字， 可以讓誰開心揚起嘴角？ 誰又會微笑的想起？ 人與人終究只是相遇的瞬間記住存在… 離開了以後，真的會記得嗎？ 或許，以後，甚至曾幾何時， 在某年某月某一天， 聽了一首歌… 才會赫然想起自己曾經認識這樣一個人… 也許，今天這一首歌很不小心的被遺忘了… 你可能依然快樂的哼著… 你可能依舊天真的想著… 你可能還留在原地打轉… 你可能還說著同樣的話… 你可能… 笑容裡帶著寂寞…。 真的快樂嗎？！ 沒有人會為了你停留這一刻… 就連時間也是…。

Sigh*

Been moody these days. Been Sensitive these days. Sorry Simoun Sorry Thea Sorry Marie Sorry Xands Sorry Hsiang I'm bad.

胖的人..

某位網友的過去心情 這是一篇真人真事，某位網友把他的心情寫成文章…我把他轉po過來與大家分享的!! ----------------------------------------------- 我曾經是個很慘的胖子，有多慘? 是那種深夜裡會躲在角落暗自垂淚，一轉身還會被自己壓到的胖子。 我國一喜歡一個女生，副班長，但是她喜歡我好朋友，他是班長，郎才女貌。 我同學，對那個女生很冷淡，愛理不理(可能他那時候也是國中生，蠻不成熟 我跟那個女孩是好朋友，無話不談得知心好友。 國中那時候大概是古惑仔看多了，什麼朋友妻不可戲，比禮義廉恥還重要。 所以，我總是把自己的真情隱瞞在【紅粉知己】的招牌下。 好幾次，，我都想對她吶喊 『是的，我喜歡妳，而且從來沒有輸給他過!!!』 好幾次， 看他們牽手散步校園。我卻只能一個人在那邊搓手。 看他們耶誕節，互送禮物，甜蜜的圍同一條圍巾。我卻只能在家裡一個人叮噹。 看著老師上課虧他們兩個，女孩臉紅的害羞樣子。我卻只能看著我旁邊呼呼大睡的死黨。 男生總是在同儕面前說，是女孩喜歡他的，『你們誰想要，可以讓給你們阿。』 卻不知道我心裡聽到這句話，憤怒得在滴血。 上高中之後，男孩跟我念同一所男校，他媽媽管得緊，也不欣賞那女孩子。 男孩居然直接跟女孩說，以後我們除了寒假暑假春假之外都不要見面吧。 平常就補英文的時候見一個面吧。 女孩，痛，哭。 我更內傷。 高一那年，女孩還是跟男孩在一起，但陪伴她的，是我的身影，我的靈魂。 她難過的時候，我陪他聊到日出，雖然常常聊的都是那個男孩。 她忘了買學校的交換禮物，拎北猛的跟什麼一樣，跑去天母買完，再送到木柵。 她樂隊成果展的時候，我明明那天自己社團也有表演， 為了讓她覺得有成就感，為了送她花，我忍著大家的責難眼光，退出了活動。 我永遠記得那年他們學校舞會，我們拿到兩只螢光手環，一桃紅，一紫。 回來的252公車上，她要我選一個帶走，我猶喻了一下，選了桃紅色。 她開心得戴上紫手環，看著我說，『我還以為你會選紫色呢。』 我在心中無聲的吶喊，『我選桃紅，是因為我知道你最喜歡紫色。』 高二上，我覺得我對她的感覺已經壓止不住了，兩個人的關係也愈來愈愛昧。 男孩也將近半年，只跟女孩連絡不到十次。 我還是困惑於情和義，因為男孩真的是我很好的朋友。 我消失了兩個星期，忙社團迎新，也讓自己沉殿一下。 想清楚之後，我覺得我愛那個女生，我想跟她在一起。 我積極的約她出來，白天出去玩，夜裡談心。 我想讓她知道我有多想擁抱她，多想讓她做我的女朋友。 但是，有些東西不一樣了。 她閃躲我，用複雜的眼神看著我，聊天的時候總是有點心虛。 我瘋狂，沉不住氣。只想到處問人為什麼。 我們一個共同的國中朋友，吞吞吐吐的告訴我，我消失的這兩個星期， 『男孩回去找她，她們好像復合了。』 心碎，四年多的耕耘，比不上瞬間輕意的回頭。 女孩殘忍的，叫男孩親手把她寫的耶誕卡送給我，內容是『我想跟你做一輩子的朋友』 幹，這句話下面還有用螢光筆畫重點。 忽然之間，我懂了。 我一直在痛苦著，為什麼她不選我，可是我從來不去思考，她為什麼要選我? 我一直在找藉口，兄弟情，我是胖子，我講話不好笑，她沒發現我的內在。 可是我從來沒有去找方法。 我一直以為『真誠的心是可以打動一切的』，可是我卻忘記努力才是更讓人動容的偉大 。 四年了，一場空，會痛，很痛。 那段時間，我只要打開收音機，聽到情歌，我就會開始躲在棉被裡哭。 我可以選擇放棄，可以相信社會上無數安慰人騙人的話。 『下一個會更好。』 『順其自然。』 『是她不懂得欣賞你得好。』 『你是個好人，一定會遇到幸福的。』 只是， 我選擇，用痛苦為養份，讓自己幻化成長。 我是很痛很痛的拔下自己天使般的白色羽毛，告訴自己今後再也不為任何女人掉淚。 再拼湊著惡魔的黑色羽翼。 因為我徹底明白到，感情世界裡，沒有悲劇的英雄，只有最後的勝利者。 如果你不能改變遊戲規則，那你就要成為最熟稔遊戲規則的人。 胖是不是? 市面上減肥的書，我沒看過一百本，八十本也少不了。 努力有恆心的試過N種方法，終於找出最適合我的體重控制法。 我從國三的86公斤，現在精準的維持在178/69公斤。 皮膚不好是不是? 你知道我現在的皮膚光滑，是看過快20家皮膚科後，才找到最適合我的療程嗎? 長得沒很帥是不是? 我難道不能幫自己挑個更適合自己的髮型。 我難道不能從不斷的測試中發現，其實自己穿襯衫polo杉，最有雅痞味。 我難道不能讓自己總是看起來乾乾淨淨，整整齊齊，舒舒服服? 講話不幽默是不是? 你知道我曾經兩個月之內，看了一年份的超級星期天跟兩年份的我猜， 每看一集，所有的笑點，我一點一點的記在紙上。 為的是學會那大家口中『天生下來的幽默感。』 你知道我硬背了多少joke板的笑話，幹，有得還不好笑，一開始還分辨不出來。 你知道當我開始，把記下來的笑點實用的時候，那種用不對時間點，全場冷住的乾尬嗎? 你知道我一次又一次，再乾尬再間介，我還是努力學習應用笑點的堅定嗎? 你知道現在的我，可以讓女生從頭到尾笑不停嗎? 好人牌是不是? 你知道我為了讓自己，『不光只是』好人牌。 我看了多少資料多少書，跟多少人聊天請教，自己多少次嘗試，多少次失敗。 你知道，多少經驗才能累積成『手段』 你知道，多少知識才能累積成『智慧』 多少『心痛』，才能讓人明白到，『行銷自己』是多麼重要的事情。 因為你很好，所以你一定要讓你最愛的人知道你有多好。 因為你不夠好，所以我們才能更努力，讓她知道，我們有多愛她。 沒才華是不是? 我曾經是個作文，總是五十分拿7分~8分的小男孩。 現在，我可以寫出讓人動容的情書。讓人振奮的文字。 曾經我畫的畫，讓我媽看到都在皺眉，叫我多念書比較好。 我高三那年，在士林夜市，我手工做的卡片一張可以賣120，我一個寒假賣了80幾張。 我曾經是個大家覺得我不會玩只會念書的小學生。 你知道，我玩出了一張，『丙級調酒師』執照嗎? 不會跟異性相處是不是? 不去設身處地想，【她為什麼要愛上你】，你要怎麼讓她愛上你? 不去細心用心，你要怎麼知道，異性在意的，想要的，是哪些特質? 整天猜猜猜，猜異性喜歡你，不喜歡你，有用嗎? 不會去觀察嗎? 沒觀察力怎麼辦?不會去訓練嗎? 你知道我在西門丁誠品前面，看一圈，哪個人大概在等誰我大概都猜得八九不離十嗎? 怎麼猜， 看他狂野衣服皺皺的就穿出來，就知道他本來是不習慣穿這種打扮的，他大概是規律的學 生，應該是跟同學出來，才想穿得有點特別，卻又顯得倉促。 看女生帶著附近店家袋子，就出來等人，就知道她之前已經逛過街了。女生等女生， 通常會一直逛到對方來，再出來一起出去晃。會提早出來在那枯等，等的大概就是男人。 一個女生傳大頭貼照片給你，叫你猜她是裡面的那個人。 你一定要猜笑的最自然的，因為很少有人會傳，自己露鼻毛的照片給人猜。 我觀察力強，沒什了不起。 但你有沒有勇氣，像我一樣，一開始的時候，為了確認自己猜得對不對，敢跟路人問 『小姐，對不起，請問你是在等你男朋友嗎?』 『先生，請問一下，你是在等你同事嗎?』 你有沒有勇氣，在一次又一次，別人給你的白眼中，還能為了讓自己更成熟， 微笑的堅持著。 如果，我是天生下來的強者，或許我會安慰所有情感不順遂的人，加油。 但是，我不是。 我是無比堅忍的草根人物。 我必須殘酷的告訴你，所謂的『安慰』，只是弱者的安魂曲。 .『失敗的人找藉口，成功的人找方法。』 希望所有看這篇文章的板友，都是成功的人。 對了，女孩在我高三下五月，主動跟我告白， 她哽咽得跟我說『如果錯過了我，她一定會很後悔，可不可以給她機會。』 這是偉大的奇蹟 ? 還是令老天動容的努力 ? 我選後者。

Been that busy

Didn't update my blog for couple of days, been busy with something, and I don't sure what I am going to write with. Hmm... I met new friends this term. Lots of new friends. Which I really enjoy being with them Yea.. That's it! :D

Maybe.. Best Birthday Ever..

My Birthday couldn't be better than this ever. First, my friends greet me, yes, lots of friends, the most important, my friends bought me a chocolate mousse cake from Red Ribbon, and we finished it within 5 minutes. My mum bought me a black forest and another cakes for our employees and workers. I enjoyed the day with the greetings. This gonna be my best birthday ever. I guess. Thanks for those who greet me. I love you. Thanks for a million trillion times!

Stop me... No you can't stop me It cause me dying... Yes it will cause me dies I hate being alone again... In fact you're alone again I hate noises... There's no noise Keep those away from me... I see nothing My head hurts... Its abnormal I could hardly breathe... Then stop breathing It feels strange... Don't you remember this feeling? It seems familar It set me dies... Then die AWAY... But it comes Please... And it comes, nearer I'm dying... Go and Die Don't... ..........

Mall of Asia?

Wake up around 6am for our PE class which starts on 7:20pm, after the next class of the PE, I went to the SM mall of asia with the Thursday People. Simoun made me mad, I really get mad. I paid 300 pesos of the Director's Club in iMax, we watched the X-men 3, the theatre was nice enough for you to shout out "WOAH". 300 pesos is worth for tha place, really, I promise. After the movie, Thea, Xands and I went for a walk, while Xands waiting for her friend. Got home around 9:30pm, Tired Today is the worse day of Thea in the whole of her 17 years life. That's it.

Nana

Nana, the best japanese movie I ever seen

nana Komatsu (Aoi Miyazaki) journeys to Tokyo to be with her boyfriend. A stroke of luck finds her sitting on the train next to NANA Osaki (Mika Nakashima), a budding rock vocalist. Although they part at Tokyo Station, their paths cross once more as they compete for the same apartment. They decide to move in together and despite their differences, introspective NANA and outgoing nana become firm friends. NANA finds a new bassist and reforms her old band, Black Stones. Unfortunately, nana finds that the course of true love does not always run smoothly. nana receives some good news, however, when she wins a pair of tickets to see her favorite band, the hit sensation TRAPNEST, in concert and invites NANA along. NANA has reservations about seeing the band play live and it is now that nana discovers the secrets of her friend's past - NANA's unresolved feelings towards TRAPNEST's guitarist, Ren, her ex-boyfriend and ex-BLACK STONES bassist. The curtain goes up on the TRAPNEST concert and Ren steps onto the stage. NANA sits below in the front row of the audience. Her eyes fill with tears as memories come flooding back. Will NANA and Ren be reunited...?

Bye, Summer

Today is our last day of summer vacation, I just can't imagine that time goes that fast. Tommorow will be my first day of sophomore year on my college. Here is my courses for this term: ORALCOM - Oral Communication HARTDS1 - History of Art and Design PHILIEN - Philippine Literature CATHWOR - Catholicism in the World (My friend thought it's Catholic Workship) JOSERIZ - Jose Rizal (Obviously) PEFORTS - PE 4 Sports (It's either Football, Volleyball, or Basketball) BASICOM - Basic Computing Hail, I can wake up around 8! Last term I got a class on 7, therefore I need to wake up at 6am, and that's hell, I sleep 4~5 hours everyday, that's terrible, I drop a course with the reason of "Late and Absences", You can't really concetrate during the class discussion if you're sleepy, better avoid those early classes, they're hell. :< Say hello to froshie, weepeee. Goodbye my Salt Fishy Summer. What does this picture mean? :)

Xands

This is our own version of dotA, the heroes were based from the PS game "Dynasty Warrior", its a nice game, it's same as dota all star, the difference is the setting of the person and some features, but yes, we can buy armies and even call alliance to help us.

Again, its rainning again outside, I don't hate rainny days, but during these days I can't go out with my friends, its kinda hassle if you're going out with rainy days, especially I'm planning to E.K. for this coming 31st of the month for the celebration of my 18th birthday (Happy Birthday Hsiang).

One more week to go and the classes are going to start, I'm a bit excited coz I can see my friends now, but I don't really like the feelings of being crammed by those projects and assignment.

Xands having her 2nd decision again, and its the decision that she might stay there in Australia. I've have told you what I should told, Xands. It's your decision, but I really can't imagine and school life without you, it might goes boring, promise, I want you come back, Thursday People would not be happy without you, I've experienced a lots of first time moments with you guys, its so memorable and I wish that would continues until we graduate, can't we? You can still go to Australia after your college here, isn't it? You got lots of time, no worries, all we want is just you, please, just 2 or 3 more years to go, it's priceless, dont leave us now, can you?

I beg for Xands to come back, please. Xands, I know you will see this article by someday, maybe tommorow or so, please, you got lots of time to go there, but we can't, your friends can't, why dont you just finish your college studies here and say completely goodbye to your friends after then go to Australia for futher studies? I know your mum spent alots, but... they can save it.. they can see you forever, you're their child forever, but we can't, we're just friends, not family, we can't see you forever, please give us more memories before you left, its not your time to left us yet we need you, got it? Its not yet time. 5 more days to go, Please.

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It's raining again..

My feelings now can be explained by using "..........................."

Depressed

Depressed

Depressed

more than bored sad more than sad unhappy more than unhappy ill more than ill abandoned more than abandoned alone in the world more than alone in the world in exile more than in exile dead more than dead forgotten. -Forgotten, Le Carnet des Nuits by Marie Laurencin

Sometimes.. I really hate this feeling, but it comes

Insecure. Alone. Depress

I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!!

Get away from me...

I miss my "Friends"

It's been 1 month since the last day of school, the life I'm having these days are quite fun, it's a bit boredom but free, no assignments, no meetings, and no projects, I can sleep up to 9 or 10 in the morning, I'm enjoying my trouble-free summer.

Yes, I am happy, but alone, I miss my friends, especially those what you so called "Thursday People", I miss them, Hsiang couldn't go anywhere else without them, Aw.. 10 more days to go, I can meet them up after 10 days, just 10 more days to go...

Man, I wanna watch MI:3 and Da Vinci Code..

They say its hard to be human, and its so true.

[Chinese Pop]Ideal Lover - Raine Yang

Let me intorudce the MV of the week, yes it's chinese again, haha, Imma put an english MV by next week, I'm now looking for a good english MV to put on.:D

This song is by Raine Yang, one of the most popular singer in Taiwan currently. I love her song so much, I couldn't believe that she's the friend of my cousin's girlfriend, they've been a group named "4 in love" formerly. Raine can host, can sing, can dance, can role, I like her so much, she's a perfect artist for me.

This is one of my favorites, and I hope you do like it too.

Got My TUK shoes.

Ow man, it's so cool, I can't believe I can have this, I like this shoes so much!

First of all, the package..

Then the box... !

Side View..

Front View

Let me explain what TUK shoes is

Its a shoe brand, that most of well known punk bands wear, such as GreenDay, AFI, Epoxies, and guess what, my favorite band SUM 41!!! According to the T.U.K.'s Website: T.U.K. - Born in England, raised in California. Rock n' Roll inspired footwear for men , women, and children. These styles have been a staple of the underground music scene for decades and are sought after for their original look and craftsmanship. Our company-owned retail store is located in Hillcrest, San Diego, CA and sells the most complete collection of T.U.K. as well as shoes, clothes, and accessories by Fred Perry, Ben Sherman, Merc, Lonsdale, English Laundry, Obey, Paul Frank, Emily the Strange, Dogpile, Schmack, Vans (Vault), Clarks, Penguin, Faryl Robin, .... and more.

Uhmm... and that's it :D

I had a wonderful dream

According to Xands: "nothing much happened in the past week. prayer groups and bible studies. im surrounded by jesus freaks. don't be surprised if i say i want to marry the pope. Da Vinci Code has hit the australian christian community here like a plague. I can hear my step grandmother cursing Dan Brown. "BLASPHEMY!" the opus dei and the da vinci code has been a topic for prayer groups today. i bet by may 18 there would be hard core christians standing in front of movie theaters waving picket signs."

No worries about that, we're going to watch it here, so you're suppose to be here by May twenty something, because I say so.

Everything goes fine. Thea have her art classes, she's always been a busy person. Marie and Simoun might got their summer somewhere else I guess. Xands is in Australia and watching those angry hippos biting with each other everyday. And I, I spent my summer with watching TV programs and movies every night on my computer, aside from that, the only things I can do is to suft the net like ebay and look for the items I can bid on, and sometimes, I do Photoshop. I quit O2Jam. No more dotA.

My friend told me a ghost story yesterday, around 12::15 in the morning. The story is about the ghost story in our school, our conversation were like this: ?: It is a story of 3 or 4 yrs or further in the past ?: in classroom ?:ok ?: i m nt telling y ?: u Hsiang : erm Hsiang : tell me Hsiang : haha ?: lols ?: lets see... ?: it is a normal day ?: like other days in CSB Hsiang : UHUH ?: students are study in clazroom... ?: in a classroom (i dnt knw wat room, may b in M building) ?: there is a student who is studying ?: suddenly, he(or she) stands up ?: every1 is surprised ?: he (she) walks toward the blackboard, where the reacher is... ?: and... ?:u knw wat? Hsiang : .......... Hsiang : OW man Hsiang : I feel cold ?: wana continue? Hsiang : erm Hsiang : dont say it if its too scary ?: may b u should use a blanket ?: since u feel cold Hsiang : wait i would prefer to open a light ?: ok ?: tel me when u done Hsiang : ok ?: in front of everybody's eyes ?: he (she) walks through the wall, jz like vanishing in it... TranVinh (2006/3/19 下午 01:06:31): in the next claz, they see the student comes out from the wall Hsiang : = = Hsiang : .............................. ?: and all of them Hsiang : realy? ?: run out while screaming

I thought that it would be creepy at the first, but I discover soon that I was wrong, its funny instead. What I thought is that the girl/boy would stand up and cut his/her throat, and his/her blood slipts, the story ends with all of the students in the room run out, and they all die one by one with various reasons.

Then I go to sleep. I dreamed of someone, I dont know who he is, I met him in a camp activity, I approached him and I told him I like him, then we became couples. We run, we run with holding his hands, I can feel the warmth, I feel so sweet, he hugged me, I kissed him, its the feeling I never had before, I guess its the best ever dream I had, everything inside the dream are so realistic, I couldn't forget that feeling until now, I hope I can continue that dream tonight. I wonder if that boy have the same dream with me, I believe two persons can share a dream, wherever and whoever he is. anyways its a beautiful dream.

Counting Days

I'm couting days right now, I'm so bored. Damn Bored!

15 days to go before the first day of school.

13 days to go before Xands come back.

Makati Shang.

We ate our dinner at Makati Shang. with my mom's friend. Mama told me that the dinner for today is for the celebration of the Mother's Day, My Sister's Birthday (May 8), and My Birthday(May 31). (How nice)

I didn't eat my breakfast and lunch for a day just for the dinner at Makati Shang. Aw. I'm so full.

Treasurer Workshop

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Got meeting this morning, from 9am to 12noon, it's a treasurer workshop, I saw him again, my crush, he wave at me, I waved back. I felt so sweet and warmth. The pain and envy.

Me

I found something different from myself in between one year ago and one year after

I should say, I am glad to tell you that, I am happy with myself right now.

I remember my high school days, yes, it's happy and unforgettable, but I don't really enjoy it, I felt I am like an abundant person who left in the room with no more students. Everyone would come to me just for their favor. No matter how I'm trying hard to be with them, I always feel that I am the lefted ones.

Now I felt different, maybe because of my friends beside me, we're just a small, little group, I recognize the importance of each of them in the group. With them, I found myself, I accept myself, I found what I really likes, I found what I really wants, I'm not a cow who led by the nose anymore.

I am unique, I have my own thoughts and ideas, anyone who laughs at me I will laugh back at them, heh, who cares, this is my style, this is me, Hsiang.

Tagaytay Team Building Trip

April 29-May, 1, 2006. Our team building activity thingy in Tagaytay, which is a fun trip, not really tha that fun, but I enjoyed. Haha.

Marie was late, Thea and I were planning to go to SummerSlam 6 if she didn't arrive. But at last, she arrived. We left school around 8:45, and arrived there around 11 o' clock. Then we ate our lunch.

For the next few hours, we start our sessions and its all about student leadership. I met new friends there, yes, and my crush. Some of the activities were fun, though some were boring. I slept with Thea, and Marie. I spent my 2 days with them, and I'm really happy that we're together, we shared jokes, which Thea dont really appreciate it, or I should say its not funny at all, sorry thea. :c No more jokes next time, You said I will be more funny if I looked serious, and yes, I will be more serious, let's see if you will like it. (= =+)

Anyway, I had met new friends, got more bonding with Thea, Marie, Mark and Simoun. Its fun to be with them, especially, this is our first outing that will overnight outside our house.

Too Bad Xands you didn't come along with us, Marie told us that apple pie there is your favorite, and it really tastes good. No more left for you, too bad.

Hey, we really miss you, come back, and join us, I am sure that, you will enjoy it, this is your 20th day in Autralia since you left.