Maybe.. Best Birthday Ever..

My Birthday couldn't be better than this ever. First, my friends greet me, yes, lots of friends, the most important, my friends bought me a chocolate mousse cake from Red Ribbon, and we finished it within 5 minutes. My mum bought me a black forest and another cakes for our employees and workers. I enjoyed the day with the greetings. This gonna be my best birthday ever. I guess. Thanks for those who greet me. I love you. Thanks for a million trillion times!

Stop me... No you can't stop me It cause me dying... Yes it will cause me dies I hate being alone again... In fact you're alone again I hate noises... There's no noise Keep those away from me... I see nothing My head hurts... Its abnormal I could hardly breathe... Then stop breathing It feels strange... Don't you remember this feeling? It seems familar It set me dies... Then die AWAY... But it comes Please... And it comes, nearer I'm dying... Go and Die Don't... ..........

Mall of Asia?

Wake up around 6am for our PE class which starts on 7:20pm, after the next class of the PE, I went to the SM mall of asia with the Thursday People. Simoun made me mad, I really get mad. I paid 300 pesos of the Director's Club in iMax, we watched the X-men 3, the theatre was nice enough for you to shout out "WOAH". 300 pesos is worth for tha place, really, I promise. After the movie, Thea, Xands and I went for a walk, while Xands waiting for her friend. Got home around 9:30pm, Tired Today is the worse day of Thea in the whole of her 17 years life. That's it.

Nana

Nana, the best japanese movie I ever seen

nana Komatsu (Aoi Miyazaki) journeys to Tokyo to be with her boyfriend. A stroke of luck finds her sitting on the train next to NANA Osaki (Mika Nakashima), a budding rock vocalist. Although they part at Tokyo Station, their paths cross once more as they compete for the same apartment. They decide to move in together and despite their differences, introspective NANA and outgoing nana become firm friends. NANA finds a new bassist and reforms her old band, Black Stones. Unfortunately, nana finds that the course of true love does not always run smoothly. nana receives some good news, however, when she wins a pair of tickets to see her favorite band, the hit sensation TRAPNEST, in concert and invites NANA along. NANA has reservations about seeing the band play live and it is now that nana discovers the secrets of her friend's past - NANA's unresolved feelings towards TRAPNEST's guitarist, Ren, her ex-boyfriend and ex-BLACK STONES bassist. The curtain goes up on the TRAPNEST concert and Ren steps onto the stage. NANA sits below in the front row of the audience. Her eyes fill with tears as memories come flooding back. Will NANA and Ren be reunited...?

Bye, Summer

Today is our last day of summer vacation, I just can't imagine that time goes that fast. Tommorow will be my first day of sophomore year on my college. Here is my courses for this term: ORALCOM - Oral Communication HARTDS1 - History of Art and Design PHILIEN - Philippine Literature CATHWOR - Catholicism in the World (My friend thought it's Catholic Workship) JOSERIZ - Jose Rizal (Obviously) PEFORTS - PE 4 Sports (It's either Football, Volleyball, or Basketball) BASICOM - Basic Computing Hail, I can wake up around 8! Last term I got a class on 7, therefore I need to wake up at 6am, and that's hell, I sleep 4~5 hours everyday, that's terrible, I drop a course with the reason of "Late and Absences", You can't really concetrate during the class discussion if you're sleepy, better avoid those early classes, they're hell. :< Say hello to froshie, weepeee. Goodbye my Salt Fishy Summer. What does this picture mean? :)

Xands

This is our own version of dotA, the heroes were based from the PS game "Dynasty Warrior", its a nice game, it's same as dota all star, the difference is the setting of the person and some features, but yes, we can buy armies and even call alliance to help us.

Again, its rainning again outside, I don't hate rainny days, but during these days I can't go out with my friends, its kinda hassle if you're going out with rainy days, especially I'm planning to E.K. for this coming 31st of the month for the celebration of my 18th birthday (Happy Birthday Hsiang).

One more week to go and the classes are going to start, I'm a bit excited coz I can see my friends now, but I don't really like the feelings of being crammed by those projects and assignment.

Xands having her 2nd decision again, and its the decision that she might stay there in Australia. I've have told you what I should told, Xands. It's your decision, but I really can't imagine and school life without you, it might goes boring, promise, I want you come back, Thursday People would not be happy without you, I've experienced a lots of first time moments with you guys, its so memorable and I wish that would continues until we graduate, can't we? You can still go to Australia after your college here, isn't it? You got lots of time, no worries, all we want is just you, please, just 2 or 3 more years to go, it's priceless, dont leave us now, can you?

I beg for Xands to come back, please. Xands, I know you will see this article by someday, maybe tommorow or so, please, you got lots of time to go there, but we can't, your friends can't, why dont you just finish your college studies here and say completely goodbye to your friends after then go to Australia for futher studies? I know your mum spent alots, but... they can save it.. they can see you forever, you're their child forever, but we can't, we're just friends, not family, we can't see you forever, please give us more memories before you left, its not your time to left us yet we need you, got it? Its not yet time. 5 more days to go, Please.

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It's raining again..

My feelings now can be explained by using "..........................."

Depressed

Depressed

Depressed

more than bored sad more than sad unhappy more than unhappy ill more than ill abandoned more than abandoned alone in the world more than alone in the world in exile more than in exile dead more than dead forgotten. -Forgotten, Le Carnet des Nuits by Marie Laurencin

Sometimes.. I really hate this feeling, but it comes

Insecure. Alone. Depress

I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!!

Get away from me...

I miss my "Friends"

It's been 1 month since the last day of school, the life I'm having these days are quite fun, it's a bit boredom but free, no assignments, no meetings, and no projects, I can sleep up to 9 or 10 in the morning, I'm enjoying my trouble-free summer.

Yes, I am happy, but alone, I miss my friends, especially those what you so called "Thursday People", I miss them, Hsiang couldn't go anywhere else without them, Aw.. 10 more days to go, I can meet them up after 10 days, just 10 more days to go...

Man, I wanna watch MI:3 and Da Vinci Code..

They say its hard to be human, and its so true.

[Chinese Pop]Ideal Lover - Raine Yang

Let me intorudce the MV of the week, yes it's chinese again, haha, Imma put an english MV by next week, I'm now looking for a good english MV to put on.:D

This song is by Raine Yang, one of the most popular singer in Taiwan currently. I love her song so much, I couldn't believe that she's the friend of my cousin's girlfriend, they've been a group named "4 in love" formerly. Raine can host, can sing, can dance, can role, I like her so much, she's a perfect artist for me.

This is one of my favorites, and I hope you do like it too.

Got My TUK shoes.

Ow man, it's so cool, I can't believe I can have this, I like this shoes so much!

First of all, the package..

Then the box... !

Side View..

Front View

Let me explain what TUK shoes is

Its a shoe brand, that most of well known punk bands wear, such as GreenDay, AFI, Epoxies, and guess what, my favorite band SUM 41!!! According to the T.U.K.'s Website: T.U.K. - Born in England, raised in California. Rock n' Roll inspired footwear for men , women, and children. These styles have been a staple of the underground music scene for decades and are sought after for their original look and craftsmanship. Our company-owned retail store is located in Hillcrest, San Diego, CA and sells the most complete collection of T.U.K. as well as shoes, clothes, and accessories by Fred Perry, Ben Sherman, Merc, Lonsdale, English Laundry, Obey, Paul Frank, Emily the Strange, Dogpile, Schmack, Vans (Vault), Clarks, Penguin, Faryl Robin, .... and more.

Uhmm... and that's it :D

I had a wonderful dream

According to Xands: "nothing much happened in the past week. prayer groups and bible studies. im surrounded by jesus freaks. don't be surprised if i say i want to marry the pope. Da Vinci Code has hit the australian christian community here like a plague. I can hear my step grandmother cursing Dan Brown. "BLASPHEMY!" the opus dei and the da vinci code has been a topic for prayer groups today. i bet by may 18 there would be hard core christians standing in front of movie theaters waving picket signs."

No worries about that, we're going to watch it here, so you're suppose to be here by May twenty something, because I say so.

Everything goes fine. Thea have her art classes, she's always been a busy person. Marie and Simoun might got their summer somewhere else I guess. Xands is in Australia and watching those angry hippos biting with each other everyday. And I, I spent my summer with watching TV programs and movies every night on my computer, aside from that, the only things I can do is to suft the net like ebay and look for the items I can bid on, and sometimes, I do Photoshop. I quit O2Jam. No more dotA.

My friend told me a ghost story yesterday, around 12::15 in the morning. The story is about the ghost story in our school, our conversation were like this: ?: It is a story of 3 or 4 yrs or further in the past ?: in classroom ?:ok ?: i m nt telling y ?: u Hsiang : erm Hsiang : tell me Hsiang : haha ?: lols ?: lets see... ?: it is a normal day ?: like other days in CSB Hsiang : UHUH ?: students are study in clazroom... ?: in a classroom (i dnt knw wat room, may b in M building) ?: there is a student who is studying ?: suddenly, he(or she) stands up ?: every1 is surprised ?: he (she) walks toward the blackboard, where the reacher is... ?: and... ?:u knw wat? Hsiang : .......... Hsiang : OW man Hsiang : I feel cold ?: wana continue? Hsiang : erm Hsiang : dont say it if its too scary ?: may b u should use a blanket ?: since u feel cold Hsiang : wait i would prefer to open a light ?: ok ?: tel me when u done Hsiang : ok ?: in front of everybody's eyes ?: he (she) walks through the wall, jz like vanishing in it... TranVinh (2006/3/19 下午 01:06:31): in the next claz, they see the student comes out from the wall Hsiang : = = Hsiang : .............................. ?: and all of them Hsiang : realy? ?: run out while screaming

I thought that it would be creepy at the first, but I discover soon that I was wrong, its funny instead. What I thought is that the girl/boy would stand up and cut his/her throat, and his/her blood slipts, the story ends with all of the students in the room run out, and they all die one by one with various reasons.

Then I go to sleep. I dreamed of someone, I dont know who he is, I met him in a camp activity, I approached him and I told him I like him, then we became couples. We run, we run with holding his hands, I can feel the warmth, I feel so sweet, he hugged me, I kissed him, its the feeling I never had before, I guess its the best ever dream I had, everything inside the dream are so realistic, I couldn't forget that feeling until now, I hope I can continue that dream tonight. I wonder if that boy have the same dream with me, I believe two persons can share a dream, wherever and whoever he is. anyways its a beautiful dream.

Counting Days

I'm couting days right now, I'm so bored. Damn Bored!

15 days to go before the first day of school.

13 days to go before Xands come back.

Makati Shang.

We ate our dinner at Makati Shang. with my mom's friend. Mama told me that the dinner for today is for the celebration of the Mother's Day, My Sister's Birthday (May 8), and My Birthday(May 31). (How nice)

I didn't eat my breakfast and lunch for a day just for the dinner at Makati Shang. Aw. I'm so full.

Treasurer Workshop

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Got meeting this morning, from 9am to 12noon, it's a treasurer workshop, I saw him again, my crush, he wave at me, I waved back. I felt so sweet and warmth. The pain and envy.

Me

I found something different from myself in between one year ago and one year after

I should say, I am glad to tell you that, I am happy with myself right now.

I remember my high school days, yes, it's happy and unforgettable, but I don't really enjoy it, I felt I am like an abundant person who left in the room with no more students. Everyone would come to me just for their favor. No matter how I'm trying hard to be with them, I always feel that I am the lefted ones.

Now I felt different, maybe because of my friends beside me, we're just a small, little group, I recognize the importance of each of them in the group. With them, I found myself, I accept myself, I found what I really likes, I found what I really wants, I'm not a cow who led by the nose anymore.

I am unique, I have my own thoughts and ideas, anyone who laughs at me I will laugh back at them, heh, who cares, this is my style, this is me, Hsiang.

Tagaytay Team Building Trip

April 29-May, 1, 2006. Our team building activity thingy in Tagaytay, which is a fun trip, not really tha that fun, but I enjoyed. Haha.

Marie was late, Thea and I were planning to go to SummerSlam 6 if she didn't arrive. But at last, she arrived. We left school around 8:45, and arrived there around 11 o' clock. Then we ate our lunch.

For the next few hours, we start our sessions and its all about student leadership. I met new friends there, yes, and my crush. Some of the activities were fun, though some were boring. I slept with Thea, and Marie. I spent my 2 days with them, and I'm really happy that we're together, we shared jokes, which Thea dont really appreciate it, or I should say its not funny at all, sorry thea. :c No more jokes next time, You said I will be more funny if I looked serious, and yes, I will be more serious, let's see if you will like it. (= =+)

Anyway, I had met new friends, got more bonding with Thea, Marie, Mark and Simoun. Its fun to be with them, especially, this is our first outing that will overnight outside our house.

Too Bad Xands you didn't come along with us, Marie told us that apple pie there is your favorite, and it really tastes good. No more left for you, too bad.

Hey, we really miss you, come back, and join us, I am sure that, you will enjoy it, this is your 20th day in Autralia since you left.